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I waver and consider the notion for a few moments, I mean seriously consider it, then eventually take my proper dose and berate myself for not committing suicide. I go to sleep, I wake up, I breathe, and then I cry.

The organic Indian freezer meal that I made for “dinner” and brought down to my room to “eat.”

It’s been sitting for over 2 hours.

-keepcalmandjogon:

6 Moves for Sexy Sundress Arms

1. Arm Definer
2. Balance Buffer
3. Bow and Arrow
4. Core Press
5. Redefine Reach
6. Supergirl Soar

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Video via Self Magazine

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Now if I could only listen to my own advice…and my past…

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I’ve gone back and forth between fasting and binging. Last night I was in such a delirium from one of my sleeping medications that I binged and binged until I snapped, and I purged for the first time in several months. I want to say that I feel ashamed for doing it, but I really don’t. I’m not sure what I would have done if I hadn’t thrown up all the shit that I had just stuffed in my face without thinking.

Regardless, however, I haven’t made a net loss over the past few days but I haven’t gained anything either. I suppose anything is better than gaining any more weight.